Should I or Should I not..

continue my attempts of reviving my relationship with Mr. Big Shot. He thinks he is and I know he is. Since long.

I have tried ething. Its been almost an year now since I made my first move. I have no idea what went wrong. Something did. For sure.

The question remains.. should I or should I not. Or forget it as a dream.. which was or will never be a reality. Have spent the best of my time with him. Cmon man.. wake up.. I have been knocking since soooooo long.

The ball is in your court.. or should I take a few more chances.

Confused!!! I am.

Change

I just figured out that it is important to be credible. I need to be credible now. I talk a lot but very little of it has substance. I need to shut up and talk only when necessary. I care a lot about others and make lot of compromises and it seems people thus take me for granted and think that I am not important and they don't take my suggestions while planning. I do have my strong points but I need to change myself. I will try and do exactly opposite of what I have been doing.

I need change. I need to change. I will not adjust and compromise. I shall make my own rules. I shall follow my own rules. I shall win.

So, lets give it a try.

Ciao