Should I or Should I not..

continue my attempts of reviving my relationship with Mr. Big Shot. He thinks he is and I know he is. Since long.

I have tried ething. Its been almost an year now since I made my first move. I have no idea what went wrong. Something did. For sure.

The question remains.. should I or should I not. Or forget it as a dream.. which was or will never be a reality. Have spent the best of my time with him. Cmon man.. wake up.. I have been knocking since soooooo long.

The ball is in your court.. or should I take a few more chances.

Confused!!! I am.

Change

I just figured out that it is important to be credible. I need to be credible now. I talk a lot but very little of it has substance. I need to shut up and talk only when necessary. I care a lot about others and make lot of compromises and it seems people thus take me for granted and think that I am not important and they don't take my suggestions while planning. I do have my strong points but I need to change myself. I will try and do exactly opposite of what I have been doing.

I need change. I need to change. I will not adjust and compromise. I shall make my own rules. I shall follow my own rules. I shall win.

So, lets give it a try.

Ciao

Finally...

After a lot of patience, I finally got through one of the best companies I applied to and got call from.

Its SUN!!!

It seems like Sun is shining in Paris. And as promised to myself, Guruji was the first one to know about this. I had full faith in him.

I am elated now. I can't really believe my ears. Did I really hear corectly? Yes, I think so. I talked to him regarding my salary too. This cannot be wrong.

Thank you Guruji for all your blessings. I love you. You are my God.

Elated!!!

Interview Season

My interview season is on. No this time its not to get into a B School. Its time to get my internship. This would be a major phase of my life which to a great extent would decide my future profile and my career.

Have one interview remaining. Just hoping to convert AM. I know I have my Guruji's hand on my head and his blessings will always be there with me. He is the one who has given me the courage and confidence to survive last three months. He is the one who has kept me from crying. He has been there forever. He is the one who as turned an invaluable stone in late 1990s to what I am today. I would like to thank you Guruji straight from my heart. I love u so much.

Guruji, you will be the first one to know when I convert my interview call.


Cheers!!!

Cheetiyaan aur Machhar...

nahi dikhe Paris mein abhi tak.

der se notice kiya par kar liya :)

ek aur baat.. mera naam.. jaldi change ho jaata hain..

montu -> kartik -> kataria -> kattu -> kartik -> KK -> KaKa -> Kaku

harldy matters!!!

Feeling Good!!!

So my not going on a euro trip is turning fruitful.

2 interview calls in 2 days. Sidel and Nissan.

Lets get back to prep.

Hope I get t taste the fruits :)

Ciao!!!

Alone...

Seems like I am becoming a regular here :)

I am alone these days at my place. All my so-called friends have gone on a Euro-Trip. I thought this would be a nice time to fill up couple of applications for a much-needed internship rather than having fun.

Fun has to come sooner or later. Why waste the time now. I think this way. My so-called friends thinks otherwise.

Who cares!!!