The Wait....

Hi,

Today is not just any other day. It will decide if I will be able to make it or not. It will decide do I have to struggle for some more time or not. FYI, I have been struggling since last 3 years. I don't want to struggle any more. I want to live my life as I like. I haven't been able to do that ever since I passed out of college. I have to behave as if I am happy, even if I am low. I have to. I have to keep others happy. Keeping things to myself. I really have to put my career on the right track now. I am really worried about it. I have wasted two precious years and have taken CAT 3 times. Flunked. Flunked. Flunked again. I am waiting. I am still waiting. I hope the wait stops. Right here. Right now.
Help me GOD!!!

Cheers!!!